Stealing Charlei: "Where's My Boyfriend?"

It doesn't necessarily bother me that every dude I have isn't compatible with me. I'm a very unique and weird ass person and I don't expect anyone to truly understand me if you haven't known me for a couple years or so. But is it the fact that I remain unchanged in my personality that evades me from being happy with someone? It's not even that I get bored with the people that I have, but I got ADHD when it comes to relationships I just can't keep still. I always want to think it's them. It probably is me. But I don't feel as if there is any aspect of me that I would alter. SMH. Fuck it. I am too independent to sulk, I got this. Even if I don't feel like I do. I wasn't pushed out the womb with a man in my arms. I wasn't taught in school how to find your mate. I'm not taking relationship classes. Experience is all I have. And it's too much to keep trying and fighting because I'm almost there. I think. That's the comedic part of life. WELP! I have things to preoccupy me. Goodnight Blogger.

=) Gotta Smile.